Thoughts.. that could mine or yours!

khuli aankhone se bhi har manzar dhundla nazar aata hein, band aankhon se guzra waqt nazar aata hein, kya khoob hein uski yeh kudrat, ki ab apne aks mein bhi uska aks nazar aata hein...

COMPROMISE ki masti hein aaj kal zindagi badi hi sasti hein har kisi mein RACE hein sab karte jhoot ko FACE hein sach ab hota hein FRY sab jhoot hi karte hein TRY pehle jaesi baat kahan sach to ud gaya yahan wahan woh sab masti mein tull hein jinki jebe FULL hein unke paas hein SKY jinki jebe hein DRY mein bhi karti hu TRY par hota nahi sach FRY iss duniya mein LONELY meri mein hu ONLY baaki sab bakwaas hein mujhmein mein hi khaas hein mere bhi bahut FRIENDS hein ab ye to TODAYS TREND hein jab bhi hoti hu SERIOUS zindagi ho jati hein FURIOUS life ban gayi JOKE hein fir mujhko HOPE hein this poem is soon to be continued...

na koi humdum na koi dost sath nibhane wala iss jahan mein na mila koi samajhne wala firte hein yahan se wahan bekhabar duniya se nahi milta koi bhi dil mein rehne wala har waqt dil mein hein ek hi khayal rehta hein koi humse khafa khafa kyu rehta hein kabhi dhoop mein milta hein sukun to kabhi chaaw jala jaati hein teri koi baat jab yaad aati hein dil mein ek aah utha jaati hein aaina mein khud ko dekh sambhal jaati hu kabhi hasne to kabhi rone lag jaati hu teri har yaad har baat ek dhoka hein yeh soch ke mein fir mar jaati hu waqt bewaqt yeh waqt guzar jayega ab to tera sath bhi chhooth jayega teri aarzoo hi rahegi iss dil mein aur ek armaan fir suli pe char jaayega

Aaj Subah fir yaad aaye Woh lamhe aur woh pal jin palo ko jia karti thi kabhi hasti thi kabhi roti thi... Ab woh sara pyar kaha woh sapno ka sansar kaha... dhundati hein un apno ko kagaz pe likhe un sapno ko jo dhua ban k ur gaye iss bhir mein kahi kho gaye... Ab sab kuch ek dhoka aaj fir sab ko samjha aur is dil ko roka hein... Sapno ki uraan nayi dhundu mein pehchan nayi... par ye aankhein jalti hein is duniya se darti hein fir naa aaye tufaan koi roke na uraan koi kehde koi apno ko samjhe mere sapno ko aasha ki kiran kahi mujhko bujhti dikhti hein mere hi in sapno mein fir ek pooja marti hain na hasti hein... na roti hein....

dated 16th April 2010 I had WINGS I always wanted to fly wanted to fly high... BUT now... one fly.. and I am all over the ground All shattered... N destroyed My wings have been snatched by the people I call my own... Now I cant even think of a second fly  But... Still there is hope alive a hope to gather all the feathers feathers shattered on the ground with a spark of hope in my eyes... I bent on my knees to recollect the feathers but a tear rolled out of my eyes the vision is blurred I lost my view I can just see the shadows shadows of those who came in my life came like angels to help me recover but they also left me more shattered I was left in pain, I cried out loud I starved in hunger for love and affection I could just see people with lust and frustration I tried to protect myself from those lavish eyes I tried hard to hide from the lust in their eyes But with broken wings I fell down every time A pity on humanity comes in my mind ...