What you did to me !!!!

Look... Hey just look, what you did to me...
Sleepless nights
Wet eyes...
Fearing dreams
My heart screams...
Tearing thoughts
Thinking what if not...
Fake smiles
I run for miles...
I beg to die
I'm fine I lie...
and then...
When I wake up, I wear makeup
Just to show up, how to fight...
I just can't... Just can't
Thank you enough... my LIFE !!!

-Pooja Agarwal

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